I Kind Of Miss You :)

To Giant,

It's been a while since the last time we were together.
We don't text often anymore,
Everything has changed, it's plain to see
I might have done something wrong
I keep hoping that things are going to go back to the way they were.
those funny conversations even just for a minute.
When I let a day go without talking to you, that day was no good.

We're friends, i know.
But you also know that i feel more than that.
I didn't intend to ruin our friendship,
I even wish for it to be something better.
And because you think it's not for the best, I accept it already.
Just allow me to somehow make you feel how much I care for you.

I am sorry, I wasn't able to control my feelings for you from the start.
I am sorry, if we have to arrived in  this kind of situation.
None of these shoud've happened.
It hurts when we have to argue about everything just because we don't have the same point of views.
Pleas tell me, every time you throw all those heartbreaking words it will be worthy of the pain
I am afraid you'd walk away, It hurts just to imagine it.
And now, you're actually drifting away and I hate it because i cannot do anything about it.

I know this is random.
I just want to let you know how much i miss the things we used to do.
All our laughs, long talks, stupid mean conversations and all our jokes that somehow used to make my day.
Thank you, at least you make one of my days perfect.
I MISS YOU :)



You had me on my prayers,
Tiny

Best Summer Ever :')

It was summer. Yes, i know, it was summer.
We used to go out late at night.
We used to chill under those shinning stars.
The moon shines with its beaming light.
I’ve got the feeling like I belong.


You were siting beside me.
I’m with my phone, while you’re chatting with your friends.
We seldom talk, but that’s more than enough as long as you’re next to me.
I was feeling that way, i dunno why.
But i didn’t mind it that much.
Everything wasn’t right, but nothing’s wrong.
It’s the reason why I can sleep at night.
You have your own way of making me feel special.


Summer is over. But who would’ve expect we’ll end up this way also?
And infer that we are just good friends.
That’s it? aww, yes! that’s it.
I miss everything, all we used to do.
when you call me with a name “TINY”
And we kept each other up late at night,
exchanging text messages, and all those funny conversations.
I wish those didn’t have to change.
I am really enchanted to meet you,
but it will be more enchanting if we still have the same thing like what we had those summer times.
So far, So long, That was the best summer ever, INDEED! :))
I like you, you knew it because i told you.
And from that, there are so many feelings that i never experienced before.
There is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to you.
But I know it’s not for the best.
That was never a waste of time.
Oyes, it’s still worth the pain after you’ve left.

Wish you well.
I will always be here for you.
I will always be here to put a smile on your face, if you allow me